hello blog (readers...?)!

resound was really good. very cozy.
timbetold was amazing. they were all HOT.
and reilly band were amazing too.
the energy there was awesome.

hmm i feel like this happens a lot in my life.
where i go to an even totally unenthusiastic.
and when i'm there i realize that i'm having a good time, or that i really needed to go.

God is just good like that.
no lie.

sweet.

this has been a good week so far.
i got out of stat early.
lab doing-ness was fairly quick.
and just overall good.
and makes me happy.
so i just thought it should be documented.
there are very few good times when it's just good.
and i like it.

i've reached a new point of laziness.
instead of washing my mug to drink water because i was thirsty,
i went to the dishwasher and took out tupperware.
i drank water from tupperware. deeeelicious!

i love people who aren't afraid to be themselves.
all the time. no matter what.
it makes life way more interesting. and fun.

asian mama.

i really like bunny swan. i have no idea why. she somehow turns mundane situations like going to a fast food restaurant, going to the DMV, slaying vampires, giving an eyewitness testimony and hiring people into something really frustrating by muttering nonsensical statements like "he looka like a man" over and over.

i guess what i'm trying to get at is that i wish i had/were an asian mama. but since both my mother and i lack the short genes and the chubby-ish genes, i cannot get my wish. somehow saying outlandish things that are extremely old-fashioned or fobby just doesn't seem like it would sound cute coming from a 5'8 and 125 lb woman (aka the real mama zhang). if i were infact really tiny and chubby, i would marry an equally tiny and chubby man and we would somehow have mutant-ly tall children, and i can embarass them in ways only asian mamas can.

but alas, my dream is squashed.

http://mymomisafob.com/

siick.

wow, straight up. this semester sucked. i've never experienced suck like this, well except possibly in 7th grade, but i was young, and confused, and everything felt traumatizing. haha. i guess this was a semester full of inadequacy. which i hate feeling. inadequate student, for obvious reasons. inadequate friend, because sometimes, or more so, usually, i don't always express my appreciation for people. inadequate person, because i guess, i always hold back, and never just really let go. i don't know. and i guess, i've gotten used to this feeling of inadequacy, or just an so sucked into to wallowing, that i don't even want to get out. i guess this month-ish of doing nothing besides watching crime shows and horriblely junky but addicting reality tv has turned me into this wallowing blob. and i hate dwelling. and wallowing.

i really just want to pick up and flyyy somewhere warm. mmm.

i'm not an emo kid.

just a kid stuck in the land of suck.

First Entry.

Word. It's 1222 am on a ... hmm ... now Friday morning. I must sleep. Funny how I always overestimate the amount of time that I have to sleep. Okayzers. Nights.